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Despair ft. Saint Judas, Joe Howland

from Half Life by Hornbill

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lyrics

Turn the lights off
I can't bear to look at what we've become

Rip the fucking switch out of the wall
So it's one less thing on my mind

Trapped in this room stuck with myself
They're all around me, just waiting
They've always been there but only
Prominent when I could physically feel time
Fuck you and I

Just you and I
You're ruining me
You're choking me
Just you and I
You're smothering me
You're killing me

What's different this time?

You're all I am, you're all I see
Trapped in you
You're all I hear, you're all I feel
Lost in you

I don't know how to lose you
Just get out of my head
But who am I really kidding?
I told myself I wouldn't be defined by this
yet here I am propagating the cause
I knew I couldn't handle this because

I can't fundamentally take care of myself
I'm so hopeless but eagerly desperate
That I can find solace in someone else

I'm so sick of what I have to say and know that you are too
I just can't get a grip of what else I'm supposed to do

Hating you is hating me
Being you is a disservice to me

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from Half Life, released July 29, 2022
Additional Vocals by:
Jeff Cook of Nurture Nurture

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